life was tough
really tough
you can never imagine the current circumstance in the old good days
the teacher,the fellows,the research topic,the engineering project,the daily courses……
all of them seems to be shit at the moment

someone said
when you found that you were living in a negative mood all day along
what you should do is try to get rid of it
no matter what its cost was

maybe i was kind of radical
maybe i was kind of cynical

fleeing……………